Monika version
hi
I'm late, but the thing the Ai used to hang himself is the white curtain in the background
Ooh, your theory is my favorite by far. Btw the guy used the curtain (
『ねえ 損な恋してるよ』『愛され方解んないの?』有る袖 空振ってる癖に講釈してんなよ
『ねえ どんな恋してんの?』完成の無い質疑応答灰、殻振ってる何時いつも読過どっかしてんだよ
今夜 ベッドの伱間すきまを穿いて破いた召し物を縫えそうもない状態で僕は狂れる
I hate how bitter and miserable sounds.
嗚呼！ 皆 もうなんてこた無い泥濘でいねい欺瞞 自慢 『公然と弄してやったよ』ってさ腑甲斐無い 以外無い やいやい云うならもうどんな賞でもあげる
background of many people, the owner might have some social problems
man has a black cat ear, just like his(IR's) cat.It's the only thing which loved him in his real life so he projected it's shape in his friend.*
の少しだけ高音になる歌い方すごい好き(語彙が無い)
1:07 1:17 (this entire exchange tbh) 1:59 2:17 2:34 2:56 (this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too) 3:08 (2)
I hate the self-deprecating laugh at .
chuckling before singing "I just wanted to mistakenly believe that you loved me" is evil. Pure evil. How could you do that.
that giggle at
I hate how dejected sounds.This song makes me feel all 50 shades of sadness when I listen to it _sigh_
first chorus
1:17 (this entire exchange tbh) 1:59 2:17 2:34 2:56 (this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too) 3:08 (3)
at did anyone notice that the purple lyrics were the same purple in wozwald?
favoritememo
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Aru asks and warns Ai about this "love"
my favorite part
(this entire exchange tbh)
Quick theory: Similar to Hard Candy and Ashite Ashite Ashite I feel like this song may be based off a one sided (toxic) relationship. The female with the grey skin here seems to be pushing the stress of a perfect relationship, she is pushing the issue that she knows this relationship is bad but she also knows what she wants -
At it seems like the cat was trying to comfort its owner but the owner didn't want to be comforted or helped in any way, it also seems like the owner thinks he knows what's best or knows more than the cat since in the English subtitles it said: "don't lecture me." then he pushes the cat away, I think Rev missed that part.
but he doesn't wanna listen
so cute...
かわいい…
ウーって言うところめっちゃ好き
1:33 (2)
Honestly my favorite part of this song is the "uh" part
うー
か わ い い
とてつもなくかわいい遊さんの「うー」
の「うー」がすごく好きです...
可愛い／
in which soon in the song we see the word "Weak"
のうー好き
可愛い♡
his way of coping is through his addictions
owner smokes
ふー
色っぽい
I love the part at ! I just love the way it’s sung and it gives me goosebumps! Also the “SAAAA” part towards the end makes me lose my mind
but it only does so much
idk how but the second pre-chorus can make feel so uneasy sometimes. at worst, it feels like someone i love is telling me off (for a mistake, a flaw, a weakness, anything) and there's disappointment, exasperation, and just _so much_ distaste (not hate, idk why not hate) in their tone and it makes me feel disgusting. like that's not exactly what the lyrics are about (i guess??) but somehow it just makes me feel that way
鬱陶うざいや もう何の意味も無いメーデー自我肥大 その万能感で三日三晩呑んでんな腑甲斐無い 以外無い いないばあすんならもうランデブーで殺したげる
yo is the cat boy T-posing over the other one at
'ego swelloed' means that he deceived himself.
T-pose kitty
T-pose to assert dominance
she T-POSES to her assert dominance
they're t posing to assert dominance
Aru looks at him in what seems like disapproval
They're T-posing to show their dominance
the cat noticed how much he is depressed (being crouched into a ball)
살짝 찡그리는게 정말 귀엽습니다..
where this points out what she is making him think. Our male protagonist views himself as weak because she kept breaking him down into nothing, and even after she continues comforting him and throwing him back down. Though as we reach the ending our male protagonist finally seemed to snap, becoming obsessed and impulsive as us the viewers watched. "Hey do you still love me?" The song shows as he looks himself in the mirror to only see her, that is when I think possibly him going "insane" may have actually been just a huge metaphor to him arguing back doing the same thing that she had done to him.
and gets his attention
からの「すんなら」の言い方と巻き舌好き。。。
the purr with the words sends me everytime i-
ここからの巻き舌良すぎ
the cat does the same to him, being that he choked him
the cats purr at -
second chorus
愛ある勘違いをしたかっただけなのよ愛ある勘違いを 愛ある勘違いを愛ある勘違いをしたかっただけなのよ愛ある勘違いをしたかっただけなのよ
makes me die a little each time and i love it
2:17 2:34 2:56 (this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too) 3:08 (5)
I don't know what the fuck this is
I'm sad
neither does Ai
they... kinda hug?
dude WHY is that every breath he takes is hot LMAO i just cant
but Ai seems to be focused somewhere else—
何回聞いても「したかっただけなのよ⤵︎」のところたまらん
すこすこ (1)
at the window of people with disturbing smiles
2:34 2:56 (this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too) 3:08 (6)
Ai seems to have some sort of fixation or fear about it
Aru doesn't seem to like it...
I'd say he even looks angry
I swear, _I swear_ I keep coming back to replay this part of the song up to the end of the final chorus, _especially_ the *"chi haite no wa sa"* part. The visuals, vocals, melody, lyrics, intensity, everything. It's so perfect.
『ねえ 未だ恋してんの?』パントマイムみたいな質疑の応答燻くすぶってる何時まででも勘繰かんぐってる
I barely have any brain power because it's AM so cut me some slack.
2:56 (this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too) 3:08 (7)
when he sees himself, it gets a little blurry, almost unnoticeable.
just a small detail but I love the subtle cat-hiss sound omg
my favorite part at
when the reflection changes, it gets clearer. How did I not notice this before.
you see the cat demon in the mirror when he looked;
"you won't return to the gap in your bed or your *clean and tidy little room*"
今夜 ベッドの伱間も掃いて片した小部屋も戻らないよ。って慊厭家けんえんかが僕を嘲う
) to hang himself.
That's just wonderful
dwelling in himself's dream, he think something is not right.he still loved by 'someone', which will never be happen in his real life.
the way his voice is _the_ best kind for emotional build up
, is so subdued and almost despondent— and then we fucking get
I feel like I'm on drugs again
I hear nintendo switch sound.
I love the soft drop to and you just know it's the "calm before the storm." What he did with
THIS is how you build up to a climax
) is when the guy realises that the song was the CAT asking why he didn't love him enough to stay alive for him, and now the cat was dying for him or because of him, hence the cat saying 'I'm the one coughing up blood!'6) This causes the guy to flip out as he cradles the dying cat spirit, but it's too late.- The final line of lyrics in white are supposed to be from the guy. He doesn't finish it: 'our love was just me mistakenly wanting to believe', but maybe what it would have said was 'that I loved you'7) He wakes up in reality, alive now because of the cat, but now the cat is dead.
the details
ふらふら もう何もかんもが酩酊めいてい居ない 居ない「そうだったわ」って血吐いたのは さ！違いない 君以外無いやい 逝ったら楔前部けつぜんぶ 泉布せんぷ 全部あげる
"just everything is drunk and unsteady. Im (the cat) is not there 'thats right' you say. I'm (the cat) the one that coughed up blood" the cat coughed up blood? it was dying
I love the change he makes, although what he did is clearly wrong-
jesus christ the background sound effect scared the shit out of me
Honestly I don't know why but when I listen to this part, reminds me of OSU sound effect when you lose
At when the lyrics go *["That's right," you say. I'm the one who coughed up blood! There's no mistake; you're no exception. Hey, if I die, I'll leave you my precuneus, my pennies — everything.]*
. Starting from the "chi haita no wa," his voice is already so raw, but the way he sings "sa" is a whole other level of passion and pain overflowing from his voice. Not only that part but the lines after that scream and break out in emotion too. Singing that must've hurt like hell, if not from the voice effort then from embodying and conveying the extreme emotions he did.
At Ai finally remembers what happened, he killed his own cat. Aru was the one who “coughed up blood”.There are many possible theories as to how Aru died. It could’ve been neglect, or Ai could’ve killed Aru with his own hands. The lyrics, “coughed up blood”, the glass shards, and the blood surrounding Aru suggesting that a violent scene took place, makes me think that it was most likely the latter. (There are also various items in Ai’s room that he could’ve used to hurt Ai, such as the scissors seen on his bed.)
Personally, I think that it would make more sense if Ai had (accidentally) killed Aru with his own hands first then committed suicide afterwards. His breakdown at and his guilt would make much more sense that way, but it’s still interesting to theorize on who died first and how.
and THIS is how you do a climax
and it still breaks my heart everytime
chi haita no wa *_sAA_*
fuckkk, okay so we all know that this part is otherworldly, but the details seriously drive me insane. The "sou datta wa tte" is sung so normally, _so_ softly. The entire part before this, which is
is a whole new level of satisfaction. It truly evokes something, some emotion, when you hear it. I love it so much.
sounds nearly cathartic tbh... or maybe somewhat more of the opposite of it
the "chi haite no wa sa" part + last chorus
this is still one of the most amazing parts of a song i've ever heard
uh i like this part, so if you want just ignore this
– (1)
ラスサビの狂気的な盛り上がり大好き
(1)
(this one was insane uhh literally and figuratively?) and my personal favorite because he just looks so bittersweet with the big smile and pained eyes (bonus: look at the captions too)
I always come to see this part
I love how after you Heard miy_yuu's version, you feel Like the original is just lacking so much (action etc.) and is really dull (compared to his Covers) Especially at the "chi haita no wa sa" () it builds up action and then just "bursts Out", as i would say. Miy_yuu is an incredible Singer and wooma is an great artist, i would love to hear more of his covers with wooma making the PV! (I really love wooma's artstyle, and in combination with miy_yuu's voice its just perfect, also, taringtajams subtitles shouldnt be missing, They're amazing!)
Is it just me, or did the singer start to sound a little bit like Mafumafu at and then for the rest of the song?
Like, fuck, his reaction to this realization just... just makes it so much sadder. There's this look of desperation that screams _you're lying— it can't be— NO._ Imagine a family member hiding the fact they were very ill until they finally told you about it only just before they died. It's that kind of pain but worse because he realizes that it's _his fault._ That it's his fault the only person-- only fucking thing capable of loving him died because of him and I _hate_ that.
Man.. i always lost my shit with that "SAAAAAAAAAAAAA" at
The energy in miy_yuu's voice is amazing, they always have so much energy and has a lot more ''oomph'' in their covers than some of the originals, and based on their meanings they deserve to be more dramatic, to have more energy its simply incredible how flexible miy_yuu's voice is (example at ) also, in their cover of ''Wozwald'' at both the songs climaxes they put a lot more energy into the songs vocals along with layering voices, its spectacular (in my opinion). And WOOMA'S artstyle works so well with miy_yuu's vocal cords (WOOMA is my favourite artist along with miy_yuu as a musical artist which makes me very happy). They're both so amazing together I can't express how much I love both their works, truly gorgeous.
favorite part
hmmm delicious
i swear that this part is something else
the owner finally remembers what he has down to the cat, he has gone insane
からブワッって鳥肌がたちそうになりました。ダークな感じの曲と動画と遊くんの歌声…最高です好きです！
すこすこ 3:14 ♡♡ (2)
好き
急な声変わり
歌の素晴らしさにただ圧倒されて何度も聴いています。高音とコーラスの綺麗さ。からの疾走感と独特な遊さんの声と歌い方。感動を通り越した素晴らしいなにかを感じましたた。語彙力がなくなります。
2:58 looks like saeran's route :V (2)
it's interesting to think about which one of them was supposed to be the one saying these lines.
He do be going insane,
looks like saeran's route :V
suddenly, he realize who is that man.he is himself.he made a imaginary friend for him.*
the way he fucking realized the truth _hysterically,_ with his pupils contracted and unseeing, with his mouth agape as if laughing, with his eyebrows up and hands clutching the sides of his head— how _unhinged_ they managed to make him look,
is NO ONE going to talk about the "simp simp simp" at ????????
my entire web browser just shook for a split second when the part came
you can clearly see one of Aru's eyes bleeding and at
"hey, even if i die, I'll leave you my precuneus, my pennies, everything" in the cat perspective, the memories of him will remain even if he is dead. he will remember all the horrible abuse he had done to the cat.
THAT'S HIM, THAT'S *THE CAT BEHIND THE SLAUGHTER*
It sounds like he's saying simp ngl
my ears at : SIMP SIMP SIMP SIMP
I think it's more likely for Aru (cat-like, black-and-red-themed guy) to be saying it. The "I'm the one who coughed up blood!" is obviously by Aru. The next part seems like it's also by him because at the lyrics talk about leaving the other something (and everything) if they die when Aru is the one who died and the hand position he does supports the "giving" thing.
Side theory: In , we see "Precuneus". This allows us to feel happy, joyful..v.v in general positive feelings. We all know happiness is activated in several areas of the brain, including this precuneus. Ai (the white-haired boy) in this PV has mental problems, drinking problems, anxiety, depression etc. which also mean negative side of feelings. So when he was about to di-e, all Aru (the cat) wants to give Ai are all the things he has: happiness he used to have ( with Ai, maybe ) and pennies he has collected somewhere, after all Aru just desperately wants Ai to know he loves him and to be happy again, even if their relationship was toxic
she thinks she had finally broke him down enough when really she hadn't. The song comes to the conclusion with him holding her
愛ある勘違いをしたかっただけなのよ愛ある勘違いを 愛ある勘違いを『愛ある勘違いをしたかっただけなの』と、アイアルは勘違いをしたかっただけなのよ
(3)
3:06 (2)
then the way he stares up in disbelief, in _haha fuck no, please, no,_ but then the other one looks at him with such a sad expression— with pained crinkled eyes and a smile so large it almost looks like a wound— looking so resigned and regretful. The artist absolutely killed it and me. Yeah, I'm dead.
(9)
I love this detail in the captions where *“mistakenly believe that you loved me”* flickers into *“ loved me”*
I'm never gonna shut up about the captions here
Also, thank you so much to whoever made the subtitles because this this hurt. So much.
oh? this part of the captions changed?
♡♡
Aru(the black cat guy) is crying black stuff from his eye that doesn't have two circles underneath it. The bottom circle is colored in with black while the top circle isn't filled in. Meanwhile Ai(white haired guy) is crying tears(white) on the side where the circles are there but for his, the top circle is filled in with black while the bottom isn't. It has a different pattern and it's on a different eye than Aru's, but they still cried from the same eye.
At you will find that he is a boy. And I think it’s the same boy.and this his old-self? Something like he killed his own old self cause he didn’t love it idk .i just love this song so much
I can’t stop thinking that it’s Mafumafu in , I mean I can hear this same scream in some of Mafumafu’s songs!
when Ai is holding him you can see that his red eyeball is no longer there. From this, we can assume that Ai stabbed Aru in the eye while in a drunken state.
-Then we see Ai crying at and hugging him after realizing what he has done. In Allan's version, the cat lives but becomes avoidant of the man out of fear. This angers him because he thought his cat would learn to love him again and understand that what he did was an "accident" so he ties a rope around the cat's neck and hangs it in his cellar. He says "I hung it there with tears in my eyes, I hung it because I knew it had loved me, because I felt it had given me no reason to hurt it, because I knew that my doing so was a wrong so great, a sin so deadly that it would place my soul forever outside the reach of the love of God!" The same night his house catches on fire and the man is haunted by thoughts of his cat. But In this song, Ai tries to hang himself from the guilt of what he has done but it fails and he wakes up.
– (2)
my thoughts on that is either she or he left her breaking off the relationship yet he still holds onto what he once had. At the ending
realizing the truth, his fake world lost it's base so it begins to collapse.
the facial expressions here paired with the music and lyrics are more than enough to make me cry. The way he gritted his teeth, the way his eyes widened, the way he realized—
: when you stub your toe at 3 am
*Omg **** the curtain makes the window look like a face*
اعشق هالبارت رهيب جدًا :O!
most amazing part mann
i think the mirror is smeared of the cat's blood... (the owner is remembering as he see the blood he saw the cat/soul in the reflection)
Sayori version
in his room, there are many broken glass, maybe from drinking and some might be he thrown the glass to the cat (owner had drinking problems) (also a bad environment for a pet to live in, being dirty and messy)
we see possibly him in bed, after everything happened he seems rather well yet that dream is really a true nightmare thay had taken place.
- At it looks like Ai is holding a fork or some pointed object. Maybe this is was he stabbed Aru with. At
at you can see small shards of glass around the cat's head, and blood. if the cat died on its own (by causes such as starvation etc.) there wouldn't be blood
I've been watching and listening to this For quite a while and I've noticed that now one has mentioned the cat that was in . I believe that cat was the black guy who died from I guess the lack of attention if he was the cat. We can also see that the room was a mess so the song is pretty much about the guy who woke up.
we can clearly see Aru's body with dried blood around his upper body this is probably from the wound so, he must have bled out and died.
I think IR committed suiside himself by strangled to death with his curtainand he failed. he just fell a sleep. a long - coma- sleep.
either thats a scarf, or that's a rope that was used to attempt at committing suicide
